So, slight improvement on the reading. I actually got through the chapters three times this week. Still not where I should be but better than once, right?
And so there was a major theme in these chapters, eh? Faith. And I’ll be darned if it did’nt make me think of mine all week long. Or my lack of faith for that matter. I kept wondering, if I had been alive when Jesus was walking the Earth doing all those miracles, would I have believed? Would I have been the lady who walked by just to touch the fringe of His robe knowing I’d be healed? Or would I be a skeptic, trying to find another explanation. Every time I read that passage or hear a story about that lady, I get all convicted. Now that is some faith right there to be striving for. We don’t have the opportunity to physically touch His robe. Sometimes I wish I could. I am the type of person who needs to see to believe and that’s pretty much why I struggle with my faith so often.
But at the same time, If I stop and think about all the things the Lord has done for me, I remember that I don’t need to see Him to know He works in my life when I let Him, I just need to see what he does. It’s hard to remember that. Alot hard. So many other things get in the way. Instead of letting God handle daily life, I let life handle me. It’s not really working for me as a matter of fact.
The other story that I really payed attention to was about the blind men. In a sense, they are like us. They couldn’t see Jesus. They heard about what He was doing and believed without seeing. And because of that faith, they were rewarded and able to see what they trusted in; Just like all Christians will someday.
ok, one more thing. In chapter 10 when Jesus is instructing the apostles, there is a verse (10:37) that says “…or if you love your son or daughter more than me, you are not worthy of being mine.” Um, so should we take that literally? Because if so, I have some work to do.
As always, I have some work to do. My level of faith needs a kick in the pants. A big ‘ol kick.
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