Sixteen whole days ago, I wrote this post and said that I was going to make the hard phone call that afternoon.
Yeah right. I totally lost my nerve and never got it back.
So today I decided to write a letter. Which I just did. But for me, the hard part will be handing it to them. I live life trying to avoid awkward moments and this is sure to be one as I’m pretty sure they aren’t expecting me to hand them a letter and tell them it’s my notice. Awkwardness terrifies me.
The problem is, I can’t figure out a non-awkward way of quitting anything. I don’t like quitting. I just know I have to. And I know that once I do, I’ll feel a burden lift of my shoulders just like I did when I made the other less hard phone call that I spoke of in that same post.
Why am I so worried about what other people think and why can’t I be more obedient to The One who matters most?
Sheesh. I annoy myself.